reaching and snapping

so, its official

i am all jazzed up right now and in total confusion

say it now

this change thing is weird

there is a complete lack of understandable focus, but i am completely clear

meaning- just don’t ask, im moving through at a rapid pace and if you ask me to explain i will lose my place. well, not lose, just it changes when you give it words.

baggage fly

i will not go back to where i was

and i am not staying like this

so here i am flinging words around in my head

tossing them into proverbial baskets and cataloging them

almost like a huge game of

little tiny words on crumpled up papers in some hat

or, hanging from a clothesline completely in reach

even thgough its also swinging in the sky, this clothesline

and here we are reaching and snapping

re-tying and reaching

cala eyes