where am i?

here i am

creating and dictating

waiting for an actual wander

creeping and crawling

under the mosses, twisting and turning

steady, ground, complete.

i was there, i stepped through

onto the pebbles and now i am here.

standing on my toes allowing

the steeped apathy

to seep back into the earth,

i can use it no longer

it was my blanket, full of mementos

reminiscences and maddenings.

now, i gift your teachings

to the universe

the other day i really needed to take some time for myself. by the time i got off the bus and got into the apartment home from work i was so aggravated that i really had to steal it, this “time”. so i snatched up my camera, grabbed this scrap of paper and a pen, went for a walk, totally zoning out. but then, waiting for the light to change, i was all of a sudden standing on new feet. it was the strangest thing, i could feel the points of balance connect with the earth through my shoes, strong. waiting for this light to change. ‘Tadasana’